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Asalamualaikum. Hahah, aku tengah basuh baju. Bosan, tuh cucuk BERUKband, and wat entry nih hahakkk. =)

Tadi aku bangun xde la lambat sangat, tapi aku leka menung. Tahapa aku menung pun aku tak taw. Tengok2 jam da 3.15pm ! Aku tewus mandi n siap2 p tuition. Hahah gila lah, gila kalut aku ! Mmm aku suh mama col dokte, soh tinggalkan ubat kat emergency unit, and aku akan p inject malam nanti. Sampai2 tempat tuition, grill x bukak lagi, ohh terpaksa la kami tunggu that kakak or makcik (aku xtaw nk panggil apa), tok bukak solex tuh. Euwww cuaca panasssss gak hari ni, kitorang da mandi2 peluh da, dah tu ada budak2 gila gatal dok kacau. Menyirap aku. Aku wat derk je lah. Gggrrrr !! 

Emm da bukak, kami pon naik. Today, kami belajar pasal writing an essay, hmm. Tahla. Ohh lupa nak cakap, hari nih last tution kami, coz miss tuh nak balik terengganu, nak p interview. Dalam kelas, boleh lak miss tuh interview aku punya tinggi, aku cakapla 175cm, dy soh apply jd cabin crew. Ahahah, aku senyum jer.  Abih kelas, aku turun tangga, aku lalu depan kedai cd, again pak cik keling tuh tegur aku. Adoila, aku takut dowhhhhh. Kalaw Shah Rukh Khan ker tegur, sedap la ckit aku nak balas, ahhaahahaha. Then, aku lintas jalan, p kat snack n candy (alaaa kedai sebelah KFC), aku order waffle cake. Hihihi. Kerja aku makan, makan n makaaannnnnn !! 

Da siap, aku jalan g kat kete, aku takut2 gak coz parking kat tempat sunyi (sbb x yah bayar kupon parking). Then balik umah =) 

Itu sajee aktiviti aku hari nih. Yay ! (Yay hapa, padahal, x best pon )

MUET ??? What The Hell, I'm Not readyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyy

EARTHQUAKE IS AROUND THE CORNER !!!

what?im gonna have my muet speaking paper tomorrow at 11am? what the hell is goin on babe !!!!!!! what will be the topic?? what im gonna speak? what?? what?? i dun have tips, instead i never take it yet.. im not ready enough to take the exam, im not feeling well ! oh Allah please guide n safe me ... amin :(

Takde Masa

Ohhh please don't ruin my life !
Bekas amik darah :(

Hah, pagi makan nasik guring. Tengahari da kebulur balik, adoila kuat makan. Padahal nak kurus. Bangun tido hari2 lambat. Biasalah, keje kontrak, angkat bata hari2, penattttt. Hahahah. Senin nak exam MUET, tapi haram aku belajar. Pertama kali aku betul2 wat tak tahu dengan peksa. ADOILAAAAAAAAAAA !!

Nak belajar, aku asik pening, n mata aku jadi berpinar2 bila tegok kertas n telinga aku berdesing2. Bengonglah ubat tu, naik gila aku. Tolonglah sapa2 bagi aku soalan bocor. Aku janji belanja kau rojak dgn air jagung ! (Bodoh, cakap camni bukan ada org taw pon, padan muka aku). Apa aku merepek niiiii. Wayar betoila.

Dahla aku memang tak ley belajar dah. Tido bye

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aku dah bosan nak teruskan. kau buat aku cam xda perasaan. aku benci.

Thank You Allah

Ya Allah :'(

I was so far from you
Yet to me you were always so close
I wandered lost in the dark
I closed my eyes toward the signs
You put in my way
I walked everyday
Further and further away from you
Ooooo Allah, you brought me home
I thank You with every breath I take.

Alhamdulillah, Elhamdulillah
All praises to Allah, All praises to Allah
Alhamdulillah, Elhamdulillah
All praises to Allah, All praises to Allah.

I never thought about
All the things you have given to me
I never thanked you once
I was too proud to see the truth
And prostrate to you
Until I took the first step
And that’s when you opened the doors for me
Now Allah, I realized what I was missing
By being far from you.

Alhamdulillah, Elhamdulillah
All praises to Allah, All praises to Allah
Alhamdulillah, Elhamdulillah
All praises to Allah, All praises to Allah.

Allah, I wanna thank You
I wanna thank you for all the things that you’ve done
You’ve done for me through all my years I’ve been lost
You guided me from all the ways that were wrong
And did you give me hope

O Allah, I wanna thank you
I wanna thank You for all the things that you’ve done
You’ve done for me through all my years I’ve been lost
You guided me from all the ways that were wrong
I wanna thank You for bringing me home

Alhamdulillah, Elhamdulillah
All praises to Allah, All praises to Allah
Alhamdulillah, Elhamdulillah
All praises to Allah, All praises to Allah.

Insha Allah

Everytime you feel like you cannot go on
You feel so lost
That your so alone
All you is see is night
And darkness all around
You feel so helpless
You can’t see which way to go
Don’t despair and never loose hope
Cause Allah is always by your side

Insha Allah x3
Insya Allah you’ll find your way

Everytime you commit one more mistake
You feel you can’t repent
And that its way too late
Your’re so confused, wrong decisions you have made
Haunt your mind and your heart is full of shame

Don’t despair and never loose hope
Cause Allah is always by your side
Insha Allah x3
Insya Allah you’ll find your way
Insha Allah x3
Insya Allah you’ll find your way

Turn to Allah
He’s never far away
Put your trust in Him
Raise your hands and pray

OOO Ya Allah
Guide my steps don’t let me go astray
You’re the only one that showed me the way,
Showed me the way x2
Insha Allah x3
Insya Allah we’ll find the way

Open Your Eyes

Look around yourselves
Can’t you see this wonder
Spreaded infront of you
The clouds floating by
The skies are clear and blue
Planets in the orbits
The moon and the sun
Such perfect harmony

Let’s start question in ourselves
Isn’t this proof enough for us
Or are we so blind
To push it all aside..
No..

We just have to
Open our eyes, our hearts, and minds
If we just look bright to see the signs
We can’t keep hiding from the truth
Let it take us by surprise
Take us in the best way
(Allah..)
Guide us every single day..
(Allah..)
Keep us close to You
Until the end of time..

Look inside yourselves
Such a perfect order
Hiding in yourselves
Running in your veins
What about anger love and pain
And all the things you’re feeling
Can you touch them with your hand?
So are they really there?

Lets start question in ourselves
Isn’t this proof enough for us?
Or are we so blind
To push it all aside..?
No..

We just have to
Open our eyes, our hearts, and minds
If we just look bright to see the signs
We can’t keep hiding from the truth
Let it take us by surprise
Take us in the best way
(Allah..)
Guide us every single day..
(Allah..)
Keep us close to You
Until the end of time..

When a baby’s born
So helpless and weak
And you’re watching him growing..
So why deny
Whats in front of your eyes
The biggest miracle of life..

We just have to
Open our eyes, our hearts, and minds
If we just look quiet we’ll see the signs
We can’t keep hiding from the truth
Let it take us by surprise
Take us in the best way
(Allah..)
Guide us every single day..
(Allah..)
Keep us close to You
Until the end of time..

Open your eyes and hearts and minds
If you just look bright to see the signs
We can’t keep hiding from the truth
Let it take us by surprise
Take us in the best way
(Allah..)
Guide us every single day..
(Allah..)
Keep us close to You
Until the end of time..

Allah..
You created everything
We belong to You
Ya Robb we raise our hands
Forever we thank You..
Alhamdulillah..

For The Rest Of My Life

I praise Allah for sending me you my love
You found me home and sail with me
And I`m here with you
Now let me let you know
You`ve opened my heart
I was always thinking that love was wrong
But everything was changed when you came along
OOOOO
And theres a couple words I want to say

For the rest of my life
I`ll be with you
I`ll stay by your side honest and true
Till the end of my time
I`ll be loving you. loving you
For the rest of my life
Thru days and night
I`ll thank Allah for open my eyes
Now and forever I I`ll be there for you

I know that deep in my heart
I feel so blessed when I think of you
And I ask Allah to bless all we do
You`re my wife and my friend and my strength
And I pray we`re together eternally
Now I find myself so strong
Everything changed when you came along
OOOO
And theres a couple word I want to say

For the rest of my life
I`ll be with you
I`ll stay by your side honest and true
Till the end of my time
I`ll be loving you. loving you
For the rest of my life
Thru days and night
I`ll thank Allah for open my eyes
Now and forever I I`ll be there for you

I know that deep in my heart now that you`re here
Infront of me I strongly feel love
And I have no doubt
And I`m singing loud that I`ll love you eternally

For the rest of my life
I`ll be with you
I`ll stay by your side honest and true
Till the end of my time
I`ll be loving you.loving you
For the rest of my life
Thru days and night
I`ll thank Allah for open my eyes
Now and forever I I`ll be there for you

I know that deep in my heart

Sejenak .

Bila Allah cepat memakbulkan doamu, maka Dia menyayangimu, Bila Allah lambat memakbulkan doamu, maka Dia mengujimu, Bila Dia tidak memakbulkan doamu, maka Dia merancang sesuatu yg lebih baik untukmu, Oleh itu, bersangka baik pada Allah dlm apa jua keadaan sekalipun, kerana KASIH SAYANG Allah itu mendahului kemurkaanNya.

The Destiny

When one door of happiness closes, another opens, but often we look so long at the closed door that we do not see the one which has been opened for us ~

Kosong .

Bosan. Hari mendatang terasa sungguh bosan. Masa banyak di habiskan tuk tido, makan ubat n bermain jarum. Aku dah bosan !

Nahhhhh

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Dear God. I believe that Your plans are better than my dreams. And You always give everything which better than I think.

Mark my words. He knows da best for it's servants. We have to face any ups, downs and obstacles in life patiently without any grumbles. I wish that I will be strong enough.

There's only 'U' and 'I' in my book. Then suddenly i found 'US' in my heart.

I love it. :)

There's only 'U' and 'I' in my book. Then suddenly i found 'US' in my heart. Hope to have U in my life. Fullstop.

I Loikeeee Flu

Hahah. Nasik lemak da masuk dalam esofagus n segala usus2. Alhamdulillah. But after I ate that nasik lemak, my flu starts again. Wahhhhh, I'm suffering lah. Plus cough lagi. Tulah, sat dy ok, sat dy meragam. Adoila malam aneka ragam betul ! I sneezed just now, nasib baik x terjun cendol aku. Hahah. Aiyooo :D

Boring lah hidup sekarang ni, feel unhappy. Nak kata aku x redha, x baik la pulak kan. Redha jerla dalam terpaksa. Satgi nak p sepital senget tuh pulak. Naik fed up aku. Arghhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh benciiiiiii . Kan bagus kalau dy bagi jer aku injections n tok moyang ubat tuh, aku telan jerlah kat umah. N syeringe tuh aku bakar jer kat belakang umah. Hahah. As they told me before, supposed aku jumpa dokte semalam, tapi aku p pukol 4pm. Dokte da p mana tah. G beli goreng pisang kuttttt. Well gomen memang camtuh. Lesap memanjang. Ahh, lantak la, aku lagi 1000x malas nak jumpa. Tahapa lagi dy nk sentuh aku karang. So hari ni maybe aku kena jumpa dy. Mmmm harap dy x wat benda y aku benci la. Iaitu " JARUM "! Wakaka :P

Hari2 aku cakap dalam aty, bila lah benda ni nak berakhir, aku x ready lagi nak tempuh benda macam ni. Ya Allah, tolonglah dengar rintihan hati aku. Tolonglahhhhhhh :'(

Aku nak pakai baju apa p sepital senget tuh pun aku x taw. Serabuttttttttttttt aihhhhhh. Hari nih cucuk kat kanan pulak, mmm towel tuam semalam dah lesap p alam mana pun xtaw. Puas aku cari. Harap jumpa la jap g. Permintaan aku satuuuuu jer. Harap jumpa dokte, dy x wat check up apa2 & harap 2 hear something positive from her. Amin. To dear staff nurse, harap ampa cucuk aku x sakit hari ni okai ! Aminnnnnnnnn

Hahah, teringin nak wat gila kat cini lagi. Jalan malam2 p komtar.

Hahah, x mau sebut dah nama tempat ni. Ngeri kan Mie? Haha

Peace Of Mind

Ulpx ! camna bley terclick pic ni? Haha santapan naluri di happy mart. kahkah. P/s : Awas, superhero big brother tgh wat O.T !  Don't Try this at  home. Jangan marahhhhhh haaa :)

hari ni hari jumaat huhu

assalamualaikum. i woke up at 12pm. awal kan? haha, well. a prime minister like me salu bz, no wonder la tuh kan ,,hakhak. bangun jer aku terus g luar. carik makanan. haha. da cam jin hapa tah, bangun2 jer, terus kebulur(mana x nya bangun tengahari, waktu2 lunch). haha. alhamdulillah, ada rezeki nasik lemak untuk aku. memang aku agak ngidam nasik lemak. aduh syahdunyaaaaaaaaaaa hidup kalau dapat apa y kita nak kan? so aku amik spoon kat dapur, aku makan n sambil taip2 post ni. wuwuwu :P

eikh, jap lar, aku nak mamam jap. to be continue okai :D

My Baby You

As I look into your eyes

I see all the reasons why

My life's worth a thousand skies

You're the simplest love I've known

And the purest one I'll own

Know you'll never be alone

CHORUS:

My baby you

Are the reason I could fly

And cause of you

I don't have to wonder why

Baby You

There's no more just getting by

You're the reason I feel so alive

Though these words I sing are true

They still fail to capture you

As mere words can only do

How do I explain that smile

And how it turns my world around

Keeping my feet on the ground

My baby you

Are the reason I could fly

And cause of you

I don't have to wonder why

Baby You

There's no more just getting by

You're the reason I feel so alive

Though these words I sing are true

They still fail to capture you

As mere words can only do

How do I explain that smile

And how it turns my world around

Keeping my feet on the ground

I will sooth you if you fall

I'll be right there if you call

You're my greatest love of all

My baby you

Are the reason I could fly

And cause of you

I don't have to wonder why

Baby You

There's no more just getting by

You're the reason I feel so alive

Though these words I sing are true

They still fail to capture you

As mere words can only do

How do I explain that smile

And how it turns my world around

Keeping my feet on the ground

Arianna I feel so alive

Menangis Dalam Kerinduan

Semakin aku redah jendela kehidupan,

Semakin aku bingung melihat dunia sekelilingku,

Inginku bertanya tapi tak pernah y peduli tentang "naluri",

Jawapan y kutemui sering membingungkan...

Dimalam hari aku melihat bulan y bersinar dengan seribu keindahan,

Tapi sayang,

Ia tak pernah berbicara denganku,

Merenung kerdipan bintang nun jauh di sana dengan warna y berkilauan,

Tetap juga akan hilang  bila mentari terbit...

Kenapa engkau tak mampu berbicara sedangkan engkau bercahaya ?

Bertambah bingung aku !!

Engkau dan aku sama- sama diciptakan oleh Yang Mencipta,

Tapi kenapa aku bersuara, engkau membisu ?

Aku meredah lautan luas mencari kepastian,

Apa y kutemui adalah warna kehijauan dan kebiruan y menyeliputi pandanganku,

Pernah aku terbang di awangan mencari pandangan y tersembunyi,

Tetapi mengapakah semuanya umpama ZARAH ?

Dimana engkau sebenarnya ?

Menangis aku dalam kerinduan mencari MU,

Rupa-rupanya engkau ada di dalam naluriku,

Inginku gapai tapi tak pernah tercapai oleh tangan y hina ini,

Dosa silam y menjadi penghalang antara aku denganMu..

Apakah semua ini suratan hidup y telah tertulis "di sana" ?

Atau aku masih lagi lena dalam dunia ciptaan ku sendiri ?

Keliru dalam menilai..

Tersenyum aku dalam deraian,

Tak pernah y mengerti..

Tersenyum belum tentu BAHAGIA,

"MENANGIS DALAM KERINDUAN" belum tentu derita..

-TyraSevenwords-

Cinta Itu Anugerah

Salam. again aku menaip di malam2 buta. Hahah. Actually, hati ni rindu. Tapi x taw camna nak express. Semenjak aku x sihat ni, hati aku mudah sangat terusik. Asal salah cakap sikit, aku cepat terasa hati n senangggg jer air mata tu menitik.Mungkin skarang, aku cepat down, n really need others advices. Dalam waktu ni, aku x nak orang lukakan aku, n nak orang sentiasa bahagiakan n wat aku tersenyum. Tapi x mungkin lah kan, apa y aku nak, semua ley terlaksana camtu je. Everyday routine aku, bangun around 10-11am, mandi, menung2 tahapa, makan n lastly p hospital (tempat paling aku 99.9% benci sbb kena injection + telan ubat 11 biji yang almaklum MAHA SEDAP ! ). Pas balik dari Hosp, aku akan terbaring kat umah n tertido. Side effect ubat tuh, aku akan pening kepala, letih n lemah badan, aku susah nak tidur malam. Aduh, azab sungguh rasanya. Aku dahla nak exam MUET lagi 1 week. Aku x dapat focus n aku x ley belajar. Kepala aku selalu berdenyut. Ya Allah, tolonglah hambaMu ini. Andainya penyakit ini adalah kerana dosa2 lampauku, Kau ampunkan lah aku. Sesungguhnya aku hanyalah insan y lemah y memerlukan petunjuk ke jalanMu. Ambillah kembali penyakit ini Ya Allah. :'(

Amin Ya Rabbal Alamin.

X silap aku, penyakit tu penghapus dosa2 kecil. Biasalah tu, mana ada org y terlepas dari dosa kan. Kita semua kan insan hina kat mukabumi ni. Moga kita sentiasa dilindungi olehNya.

Oleh kerana aku sakit kepala, aku susah nak tidur. So, aku akan dengar lagu n bersupersaver ! Haha. Thanx Suhaimi Haniff sbb setia melayan ~ :)

Jasamu kukenang. Haha.

Tonite, mama masak porridge tuk aku. Aku ingat nak goreng ikan bilis, tapi mama x bagi, sbb takut cough aku bertambah teruk. Alrite mama, I'll follow youuuu :) Thanx mama coz masakkan. Sayang mama ! ( aku x pernah tunjuk y aku sayang mama, slalu wat normal jer. Hopefully, one day she will know that I love her damn much than everything).

(Dalam ati : hmmm apa y mie tgh wat ckang yer? hihihi )

WTH

aku  benci nak kena makan ubat 11 bijik & kena injection SETIAP HARI ! damn !!

Welcome Tyra ! :D

hahah. now aku da ade blog. tah hape aku nak mepek kat cini, aku pon tataw. zaman dulu org sibok guna diari lah, hapa lah. and a long time ago pon, aku ada diari, unluckily, family aku baca beb !! maluuuuuuuuuuu. then aku bakar je diari tuh.sadis + tragik tol. haha. kayla, aku pon mukan cehat cangat ni, da 4, 5 hari demam +  bad cough + cecema aihhh. doakan aku sehat yer. Love You Allah swt ~